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hard stuff..!!

Posted by Rojit on July 15, 2008

Sometimes I woke up early in the morning trying to feel the morning breeze and thinking
of the good things that are gonna follow the day. I, with a light mind, was smiling at the
sun when a sudden image of you came from nowhere infront of me. Then, I realized
myself that I was missing one of the moments I spent with you. I miss you….

    At times, during the night times, I spent my time watching at the moon playing
with the black clouds. It was kinda fun experiencing yet another of nature’s hidden teasure.
Then the winds from nowhere joined the club animating the clouds to form the most beautiful
picture of you. I realized I was missing you…

                Time passes by and accordingly pain drains away. But, may be…. there is an exception
when pain knows only to grow. O God, I know you are helping me but I must have forgotten
already to tame this fallible heart.
       You came from nowhere but still never stopped torturing me every single day. I’m still
fighting against myself and a little of fate. Everything happens for the best. But, I can’t figure
it out what goodness has been brought to this one-time life since meeting an angel like
you — experience or ephemeral happeniss….I don’t know.!! What it has bestowed on me is
an indelible imprint on my mind and no matter how hard I try, I’ll still be thousands of steps behind forgetting you….!!

” If only I had known a bit of the future, I would have not loved her that much..!!”
” It was my fate to love her but more importantly it was my fault to love her that much that I’ve now begun to change my remainning fate….!!”


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